I hate it when I do this.
A scripture that really hits me every time I read it tells me to guard my mouth--which means to me I need to think before I speak--look before I leap. Yet I keep doing it--speaking and leaping and afterwards being sorry.
Yesterday's message at church asked us to allow ourselves to get before God this week and see ourselves as we are. The preacher said, in the end, that the only way we can make changes is through Christ. Was he ever right!!! If the Holy Spirit can't help me, I will never change.
But what really worries me is this: I've seen this flaw in me for years. I've asked God for help for years. But I still do it. I've prayed for His wisdom. As far as I know I don't have much of it, if any.
So now what?
I'll never give up asking.